I somehow ended up being appointed as the creator of the cover art for the college's English Literature Journal.

I've got a concept half-done.

I'll never be able to get my written contributions done in time with this thing...

*yawns and stretches* Ergh...already miss the session's schedule, at least that let me sleep more. I now wake up at...at 8 again. T.T

If I start posting nonsense again here, its out of unbearable boredom at college. I hate the buses already.

( I was jilted over an anime?  )
My faith in humanity is really going. *shakes head* 

Right, its Valentine's Day.

And I couldn't care less. X) I prefer celebrating un-valentines.

I think I'll write up a small ficlet, heehee.

Have a fun Valentines everyone.

Hello everyone.

Commission details journal is going over an update. Especially seeing as I haven't got much clientele.

( Info under cut )

Right...so there's days when my self-confidence is thrashed by my own parents into the sub-zero levels.

Apparently today we're going to have visitors--which nobody bothered to fucking tell me about. Mom stored some particular food leftovers in the fridge--apparently for them. Something which they also did not tell me about. And for today I was apparently to eat a disgusting thing she cooked...which she KNOWS I don't even touch if I can avoid it. Yes, rather than eat the stuff that looks and smells like a fucking goat threw it up, I'd much rather the cold albeit less fattening and healthier leftover in the fridge. And only a small piece of it too, for lunch.

<_< So apparently that makes me into a piece of garbage and gets me yelled at. And then she's all 'oh for punishment you'll make the cake and not even get to try a piece!'

Yes, how awfully horrible, mom. I'm heart-broken. </sarcasm>

With that sort of shite I can deal with. But I can't deal with her calling me 'useless' just because I accidentally got the cream dosage wrong. It wasn't even THAT gross a mistake, I only added a couple teaspoons more at most.

I got fed up, left the kitchen in a huff just to get told off by my old man because apparently all this is my fucking fault.

Noooooo, has nothing to do with you two MORONS not telling me anything about visitors. Its my aunt, uncle and my oldest cousin with her husband. Lovely. I don't mind them--but FFS I hate 'putting on show' for them and being attentive and all that shit--because its not like me. I don't care to sit around and talk stupid with them. I have nothing to say to them--my college life is nothing of their business, my personal life is even less their business and how I choose to spend my time and conduct myself is ALSO not their fucking business.

I'm irritated with myself because I get pissed off over small fry like this sort of thing. It almost makes me feel sorry for myself. All this and with my rather declining art and my shitty writing...the hell am I still doing here...

Well, the play was wonderful, Edward Scissorhands as a ballet is one of the most awesome things to be on the Badminton Theater stage. I'm impressed. -w- I got me a nice keychain too <3

But man, I've really got to stop doodling for a while and finish something. What do you think I've been doing since I completed my Starsigns project? That's right, doodling and finishing nothing. >_< 

And what have I been drawing? Dragons, har har. And to make it worse I bothered and wrote descriptions for them.

( Cut because you don't need my rubbish sketches in your face XD )

I'm a boring artist...

Sure, Badminton Theatre may be no Broadway, but at least it gets great venues.

It currently is hosting a musical version of Edward Scissorhands.

^_^ And tonight I'm going to see it!!! *bounces around* 

Other than that I'm anxious to get a new version of Edgar finished. Consulting peeps at steamfashion was a great idea after all as they gave me lots of awesome ideas.

Congratulations USA, Happy New President.

( Philosophical Ramble About Life, feel free to ignore.  )

I decided I had to update this bollockery place a little. Its probably shite, I know, but at least its very much DIY. 

I'm quite proud of my shitty CSS skills now.

I also got some funny new icons. I feel good.

On a totally random note, I came up with a pretty creepy rhyme...

Here comes a candle to light your bed
Here comes the chopper to chop of your head
Chip-chop, chip-chop
The last man's dead.

Now if I could just stop this eerie child's voice from singing it in my head...

The Starsign series I started with so much fuss has finally ended. Wahey!

And to all those who said I couldn't do it--in the words of Jeremy Clarkson: SOD OFF. >:3

Links--not pics, because these are big and I don't want to be brutal on your connection.

I really am so excited; I managed to draw my principal OCs as the 12 starsigns, and here I thought I was terrible at getting series done. I'm not that bad after all! <3

( links under cut )

...New Year's resolution? Same as the old. Nothing really. Probably get done with college? I dunno.

Maybe get higher with art. *scoff* Not likely.

Anyway. Happy New year to everyone. For me its probably gonna be the same; and I actually kind of like that. I just can't wait for the stupid holidays to be over; I'm sick and tired of visits and family. 

( art under cut )

O_O My brother brought me a Wacom Cintiq tablet.

Its the most gorgeous thing I've EVER seen and I'm already having TONS of fun with it.

OMFG, I think I'm gonna go crazy now. I've glomped him to death already XD

Man, this was such a silly thing.

We made a mistake with my bro's flight arrival schedule and he comes in tomorrow, Monday the 22nd! Darn Delta Airways! I got up at 7:30 am for nothing! 

...and then I have to get up again tomorrow. *sulks* And I gotta go to the postal office too... x_x

<_< I dunno if you saw the white on the news or something; google 'Athens riots' or something or look it up on CNN or BBC... it was shite.

Even I got attacked by anarchists and I think I'm only out of it with sore jaw and arm because of the self defense classes I took.

Still the Christmas of a lot of people is now ruined by the idiocy of some violent dickheads.

So my cold is finally starting to pass, but its a little too late as I realize I have an exam today and I haven't been able to study shit. Now why did I do that? I usually prepare properly for exams; but this time I couldn't do a thing. I didn't do a thing. I have no idea what on earth came over me and I spaced like that, letting it pass me like that. God I need to be shot.

And the other day something happened that had me chuckling. I joined this forum, see, and upon introducing myself to the rest of the people there, this perky gal (she's actually a nice person but I keep calling her perky because she's so hyper, hehe) popped up and asked me if I ship anything and what. Eh I'm not a huge fanatic of the ships I do (except for IchiRuki and that's not always) but when I told her she had the funniest reaction ever.

"What, no yaoi pairs?" 

I'm not sure why but her post just made me laugh audibly.

I don't know how the hell it even happened this time but...my throat is sore all over. I'm getting sick. Goddamit. Just a few days before Halloween too.

Fuckit, I have the worst luck in the universe!